CAPTAIN BIG TITS McCOY

i was talking to a friend last night and i really got to thinking about my past. when i was in highschool i was really very happy. and i think that because i was really happy i laughed a lot. everything was so funny, i would laugh until my abs hurt. [i had a laughing spell last night which what made me think about it] but i honestly couldnt remember the last time i laughed that incredibly hard. i had a friend named kellen and another named ivonne in highschool and grade school. with the both of them life was just a little more spicy* for lack of a better word* it was funnier. maybe its just this year of my life. its been super hard. because i remember a year ago i was chilling with robbie and we would laugh like that. and it was good.we had friends and nicknames [i'm the captain at your service] and it was younger and funner[its not a word] and funnier, and the whole world was infront of us. but this year i have lost so much that its hard to think about ever being that alive and happy and free. maybe i'll get over it.