UFC!!!!!!!!

Are you ready?!?!?!?!?!?! For Georges St. Pierre vs BJ Penn (boooooo)

I'm so excited I can hardly sit while i type.  I've been waiting for this fight for an eternity now! Since Georges title defense against Fitch, when BJ called GSP out.  But ENOUGH about ancient history. The day has arrived to see these two men try to beat each others' asses!  

I'm totally rooting for Georges!  not just because he's my favorite fighter, but because if he wins-he'll move up a weight class and fight the middle weight champ Anderson Silva! and that will be yet another incredible fight to look forward to.

Anyways, I'm off to go running.  Thanks for reading my rant!

Mirror, Mirror on the Wall, Who's the fairest one of all?!

lee: I'm a hot prince....Hot sizzling piece of fiya

Hardly Real

Gentle lapses in consciousness
make you all the more real
But wise eyes and open minds
know you are too far to feel.

Can't get enough

You know when something is so delicious that even though its the most unhealthy thing in the universe, even if the term food is a euphemism for this basically only edible product--- you can't stop yourself from wanting?

Now what if it were only a promise holding you back from eating it.... Like during Lent. What if abstaining from the thing were only as strong as your word. It doesn't make it any easier not to have it. It doesn't make you stop wanting it.

Its an interesting thing we do as people. We create rules and guidelines in order to make our lives seem more orderly... "Oh no, I can't do that."

What if it were all lifted? What if there were no need to inhibit one's desires? Do you think there would be only chaos and craziness? Or would the world just be filled with incredibly satisfied people?

Probably not. Just a lot of gluttonous heathens with nothing but their impulses to guide them. LOL

Just Seeing Again

Just seeing again

and there you are

Not a vision--You're

More like a shooting star.

The Infamous at her first Bachelorette Party

(Far Left)

(Left to Right:Stacy, Me, Michelle, Melanie)

(Left to Right:Kim, Lauren, Amy, Christine, Me)

(Left to right:Melanie, Kim, JM)

(Photographer: Gretchen H) Keep an eye out for the amazing Amy in the second and third photo. Next shower/bachelorette party/bridal luncheon/etc... is for her!

Absolutely

This weekend i've spent the most time i've ever spent AWAY from Lia since forever. It was a strange feeling of being relaxed and peaceful, guilty, and anxious to see her again.  

I think that it may be a good thing to take a step back every once in a while to kind of reestablish one's mind.  

I spend every day with Lia- morning, noon, and night.  Sometimes its just enough to drive you insane! So this weekend was a rare and welcomed occasion

I had an awesome time at a bachelorette party last night.... I've never seen more blinking penises in my life.   LOVED IT! lol

JM

Its softly building inside

like the piling up of snow 

by the hands of several children

happy and fluttering

light and cool

my breathing is quickening.

sharply

in and out.

my mind is focused

anxious

ready--to go.

Peaches and Cream

[Husband and wife driving together, listening to the radio.  A song comes on... old school "Peaches and Cream"]

Wife:  Bay, you remember this song?

Husband:  Oh I remember this song... trust me.

Wife: Why you answered me all stupid like that?!

The end

Codex Alera

What is it about a great book that leaves you empty when its done'? Why do i react so badly when I've finished a book?

I just finished the 5th book of the Codex Alera by Butcher. It isn't the last in the series but its the last one written, and now I am sooo down.

Say i read a book that has a sequel or is part of a trilogy or like Harry potter is one of 7! I don't stop reading until i've finished them all. I pick one up, finish it, and immediately pick up the next.

I honestly feel lonely now. When is book 6 coming?!

This is all because of Bethany and her brother. They lent me the first 2 books and got me eternally hooked!

Appendix: I've just learned that book five was released December of 2008!!!! That means its brand freaking new!!! That means that I may have to wait years to know what happens. this is miserable. It always happens to me. I read all of the books but have to wait for the last one. ie: harry potter, twilight, and now the Codex Alera!

No offense... but I'm just saying!

Chips and Meat

Trying to get things done--and done quickly.  No time to concentrate on other things.  IM's popping up.  Friends, relatives, husband.   Simple answers.... long pauses... mindless answer... pause.   Husband asks "What are we eating for dinner?" I'm thinking but not really.   I write "Chips and meat." To which he responds, "Yummy."   

Why didn't I just type Nachos??

 

JM

http://internacionalove1.blogspot.com/

"Todas las noches yo digo una oracion y juro que tue eres la respuesta!"

You've Changed

You've changed.

She said--

From the shy and reluctant lover

To the dry and expectant stranger,

In danger

Of losing what made you

One of a kind.

Love is blind.

Mind,

Heart,

Its a start.

Its the place--

About face.

Turn around;

Frown made

Upside down.

Become

Once more

The man I adored

The man I once loved.

But above

That

Love me back.

Disclaimer: Every now and again I feel the need to note that some of my writing is not personal or directed toward specific individuals. Really.

Truth is... My life is very pleasant. Great hubby, Great daughter, Great Family, Great friends.

Maybe i should write more poems about that. hmmm where is my happy muse??

Resolute

For the New Year:

10) listen to more music
9) Stay in shape
8) Learn to cook more dishes
7) Meet Russell Brand
6) Keep my house cleaner
5) Get a Job!!
4) Be kinder
3) Reconnect with family
2) Grow in Christ
1) Be a better mother