Wednesday, October 26, 2005

you know those moments when you suddenly see the truth. for a long time my life as been very blurry. i didnt know what to do. i didnt know the right decision. what was right for me. what was going to make me happy. and i was close to making a decision towards the wrong thing. my life has changed dramatically since august. i lost christian, i lost my home, i lost my jobs, i lost my school. and then i start gaining a new life and new friends and new experiences. and new everything but the thing is is that i was just meant to wait. wait until things got better again. i was going to make changes, permanent changes in my life. but that is not the thing to do. i know that right now that that is not the right thing to do.


  1. hey baby, its me again. i love you. and i just wanted to let you know that you never really lost me. ill just be away for a while. i love you and i cant wait until were together again. i miss you baby

  2. baby i'm glad that you are reading me. :) i miss you, and the peace that you brought to my life, and the craziness that we were always creating. but it always felt wonderful just knowing that things are going to be okay, that you and i are going to always love each other. no matter what happens we were meant to be.


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