My mornings are mine no longer

I write at night--

When I'm tired and worn

Because I'm more tired

Early in the morn.

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You notice me not because you are looking

But because you happen to glance and see me there.

You speak to me not because you are yearning

But because I called out to you and you were there.

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I read and read.
I'm searching for You.
I call out to You.
I implore You.
And everyday
Its all the same.
No change.
Not yet.