this semester i'm really trying to apply myself. I'm reading more than i ever have for my classes, and i'm highlighting and writing notes, and i really want to do well.
i think a lot of people are doubting how well i can do right now, and i'm one of those people. But i've really only had one goal in my college life and that is to graduate Summa cum laude. thats it. and if i've messed up my chances to do so even when i'm trying with all my might. i think it will be my greatest disappointment to date. This is all i want. i hope and pray that i can. and if not, i just dont know.