Wednesday, July 05, 2006
early as hell
wow today was a whopper!
I woke up at 6 in the morning to be able to get to work on time from baton rouge [i work in mid city new orleans] so i'm up super early, and i guess because its summer there was barely any traffic and i made it to work a half an hour early. and work today was KILLER and STRESSFUL. i just dont know what to do sometimes.
I truly am tired of working. I'm 20 years old and i'm tired of working. Maybe its my occupation. Maybe its that i hate what i do. but i just DO NOT feel like going there. I get soooo depressed on a sunday thinking that i have work on wednesday. thats how extreme it is.
But i need the extra bit of cash right now. Lee and I really use the help that my small income makes. Its just a little too close to due date to quit and go somewhere else. I really just want to stay home all day and eat and sleep and do homework [well kind of].
I wish that Lee and I were in a better financial position. so that i wouldnt have to work right now. But Lee is so amazing and its not like he doesnt make a good living. Its just that right now we are trying to put our lives together AND get ready for the baby and all of the money we could have enjoyed, we are not enjoying as much.