and i am more sad than anything. I don't think anyone will remember or care. I won't be able to go out dancing or drinking or anything like that. I wont go gambling money that i dont have. Basically my 21 first birthday is going to be my worst birthday.
But to look on the bright side. I have Lee on my birthday, and i have Lola and Tito, and Sissy on my birthday. I have my family and my mommy and daddy and i guess thats all i need.