Wrong. When the opportunity presents itself for me to prove that I've matured or learned from my mistakes, I slip back into the same behaviors, reactions, thoughts, attitude.
Its so discouraging, and I can't help but feel extremely disappointed in myself.
I've always said "People don't quit smoking because they don't want to. They love smoking... why give up something you love?"
Could the reason that I can't change my behavior be because I like it? Like i enjoy embracing my sins?
Jeez I hope that's not the case!